It’s not a secret to many that I’m a person who strongly believes.. “All things happen for a reason.” In the mists of one of the darkest storms I’ve been caught in thus far, I received a sudden ray of sunshine. Having lost a child before, one could only imagine the heartache and terrible nightmares I’ve endured, but to discover that I’ve been given another opportunity to be a mother is truly the most amazing gift! Due to my previous, heart wrenching experience, of course I went through a series of emotions! Finding out I was ecstatic, then extremely nervous. I didn’t want to get too attached just to have everything snatched away from me all in an instance, AGAIN. I immediately set up doctors visits to both confirm the pregnancy and to be further aware of what to do this time around. I decided to switch doctors due to me not feeling secure with my previous (due to miscarrying) .. Thank goodness that I did, because my doctor is VERY helpful! Everyone in that office is informative, professional, and warm! They’ve been so helpful, that I am now further than I had a chance to get before. Writing this post this evening, I am currently 22 weeks, 23 this up and coming Tuesday and so far, so BEAUTIFUL! I’ve been getting ultra sounds on a regular, and my baby is growing beautifully. I’ve gotten to experience the many things I didn’t get to the last time around. I’ve gotten to see and feel my baby grow, feel the movements, find out what I’m having (THINK BLUE), & create a bond! My son isn’t even out of the womb yet, and has already become my greatest blessing. Despite being pregnant, I’ve been on the move, making every attempt to give my son the life I know he deserves! He deserves to be loved, & well provided for and taken care of. I’ve gotten so many opportunities just by staying focused on him and what I want his life to be like..in regards to the things provided by his parents. I am happy to say, his dad is just as excited as I am. He’s very supportive and definitely on the same path as I. Doing everything he can to make sure both his son and me have everything we need. There isn’t a moment that goes by that I don’t feel filled with gratitude, extremely humble and overall thankful for EVERYTHING in my life right now! My family is supportive, as is his, and it’s the greatest thing I could ask for. Feeling the kicks and minor movements are the best feeling in the world. He’s healthy and he’s active. What more could a mother to be ask for? } EXCITED IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT!
To my son : MOMMY IS SO HAPPY TO HAVE YOU, I CAN NOT WAIT TO MEET YOU. THE DAY I SEE YOUR FACE AND GET TO HOLD YOU WILL BE THE DAY MY LIFE IS MADE WHOLE! I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH ALREADY… MY BABY BOY ❤